The complex anatomy of humans makes it tempting to think that its random origin is impossible. But it turns out that chaotic and purposeless matter, possessing self-organizing property is capable of forming quite intricate phenomena over time.
The absolute mind, which creates worlds, according to logic, thinks, plans, and possesses memory, hence it knows its first creation and its own beginning, so to speak, its 'birthday.' The question arises: how can a beginningless mind exist?
If we assume that the Universe has a purpose, an immediate question arises: who or what set this purpose, and when and how was it done? However, if the answer suggests that the purpose inherently exists without conscious intent, then it's more apt to call it not a purpose but a property — more precisely, a purposeless and uncaused property.
I consciously and persistently wish to comprehend the history of the Universe and the origin of life. Unwillingness to step out of the comfort of one's worldview, which may very well be a delusion, is not only cowardice but also a source of misfortune.
If Homo Sapiens survived and created their culture thanks to the development of their humanity, meaning the source of force of personality must be sought within it.